A lot has been going on in my life lately. Most of it not good. I feel as if I should be grateful for my friends and family but sometimes that just isn't enough. I miss how we would always hang out and have fun but now everyone seems to have something more important to do. Come on, you're not 15 anymore, learn to divide your time between the "love of your life" and your friends. In the end I'm the idiot who stays at home on a Friday night.

That's one of the main reasons why I haven't been around lj these past weeks. I have read most entries and kept up with all the TO-HO explosion, I just couldn't bring myself to comment.

I'll be 18 on Saturday and I don't know how to celebrate, not even sure if I want to in the first place.

Please excuse the emo-ness of this entry. Lots of photos to come !